deviantART Identity: Cosmocrea

Alternative Pseudonym: Mouka

Age: 19

For some time, I have had trouble sticking with a name or pseudonym under many circumstances.

I have never been too satisfied with what names I could muster, mostly because they did not mean anything to me.

I started out on deviantART under the name "Neui". Next was "Takurinri".

Neui was simply a name I made up at the time, and had no true meaning to me, I just liked it.

The name "Takurinri" was created via some silly little bulletin passed about on MySpace about "Japanese" letters of the name. Takurinri was supposed to be my name, Lauren, in Japanese, I suppose. Yet still, it was just neat, and didn't have any true meaning for me.

At some point, I began working on a music project, and I wanted a name that meant something to me as well. Eventually, I came up with the name "Orobasmur Cosmocrea" for the musical project.

Orobasmur is composed of the names from demonology - Orobas, and Murmur.

Orobas is a great Prince of Hell, who speaks only the truth and is faithful to his conjurer. It is often that Orobas can help the conjurer find faults in the lies of others, thus helping the conjurer obtain a whole truth.

This applies to me in the sense that, I do not like to lie, and I will do what I can to avoid lying. I have a habit of being rather judgmental when it comes to others, but I try to give all a chance. I can often see through the facades of others. This might come from having lived a childhood with a mother who worked mainly as a compulsive liar and manipulator.

I can often tell what will make or break people, and that will either push me away from others, or draw me closer.

Murmur is a Duke of Hell, who appears as a soldier riding upon a gryphon. He is philosophical, and will answer questions for the conjurer.

Murmur can also mean "to whisper" in Latin.

I am ordinarily a very quiet person around those I don't know. This is mainly due to anxiety, and feeling that I speak best through text. However, when I get to know someone, or upon explaining how I feel about myself, I can become rather deep (whether or not I truly know a lot about a subject) and inquisitive.

"Cosmocrea" is a combination of the Latin prefixes/suffixes "Cosmo" and "Crea".

"Cosmo" can mean universe, or universal.

"Crea" can mean "to create".

To me, "Cosmocrea", means "to create a universe" or "The Power to Create a Universe".

I get the most enjoyment out of doodling random creations, regardless of the fact that their anatomy is that of a 2D being.

I believe, that everyone has the power to create a universe, whether it be through words, or tunes, or drawing (or anything else, for that matter).

Although many draw what they see in this physical world, I am someone that prefers to draw what does not exist.

I believe that, by putting the lines on paper, each of my creations exists just as well as the living, breathing, apparatuses we pass in our every-day lives.

That's a small bit about myself.

Oh, credit to kjherstin for the journal CSS.